butt cheeks

Yes you read that title correctly. So I was playing rockband the other night and I was minding my own business, rocking on guitar having a good time then out of the corner of my eye what do I see but butt cheeks. The character that the game chose to be my bassist was wearing assless chaps. Let me type that again. Ass...less...chaps. I don't care if their virtual or not I really don't want sweaty butt cheeks ruining my rocking good time! Alright, now that i'm through that I can move on to less interesting not important things.

It's new years day..morning...whatever now, and my new years eve was spent with my parents. Not that I wasn't invited out, I was (I know I know it's a huge surprise to me too actually) but because of the bad weather we're supposed to be having tomorrow morning. I can't remember if I went over this already, cause I started one of these yesterday but was too tired and deleted it. Anyway, I don't mind spending the time with the folks because during Christmas I'm not home for long and like to spend as much time here (in the house) as I can. Even if I am only upstairs playing xbox.

I also was supposed to do something with a roommate of mine. She also asked me to bring back some of her stuff. I still have it, and she called once but I wasn't there and she never called back since. This is the carnival all over again. I'm sorry I get motion sickness, she made me go on a ride and I had to throw up after that's no reason not to call! I gave you jam!....sorry, I...got caught up in my own thought.

I started on my ac/dc track pack I got for Christmas too, that shit is fun. It makes my want to put together a school boy uniform for when I play...or I guess school girl in my case... It's probably hilarious watching me play cause if I'm standing I start dance but I'm still staring at the screen and stuff so I look like a muppet or really crappy robot, but it's fun...I'm going to put it on the no fail mode and totally rock out one of these days...you know cause I have no real talent and this is as close as I'm going to get.

What really sucks is my asthma has been acting up. Not sure why, but all I know is that it sucks. Literally when I have an attack I'm trying to suck in air. I think my brother took one of my puffers too, and it was full! I was playing more of Sacred today, I was happy to find that I completed all my side quests so far, and I finally figured out how to....use the map...yes I know I'm slow. But I'm getting more and more used to it so it's more and more fun. My horses keep winding up dead though...

That's all for now, it's...well shit it's 3am...

nope, still no life.

So I checked everywhere and still couldn't find a life. So naturally I gave up and ate chips. I'm also getting sick of staying up late on the computer, and sleeping most of the day. Especially in winter when it gets dark at four in the afternoon.
I love being home, but at the same time I miss the freedom of being away, rather the ability to do what I want when I'm away. It's not that I'm not allowed to do anything here it's just mostly that I can't. I live about 20 minutes from the city and I don't have my license. So if I do go in town to do anything I either have to stay in town or get one of my friends to drive me home and I really don't like doing that cause it's really out of the way. I also like to come home at the end of the night. Also this time of year the weather is a huge factor.
I do find home a lot more peaceful and relaxing. Not that I don't love my roommates, things just run a lot smoothly here and I get a real bed. That's a huge plus. I have a air mattress in newfoundland and it has a hole in it somewhere. So every morning I wake up surrounded by mattress and laying on a metal bar of the frame. Yay. I'm starting to think I should have invested in a real mattress...dear god this is what my university life has been reduced to, talking about mattresses.
I wish I had a more exciting university life, well my second year was about as exciting as it got. I went down town a lot more. That had me discover that I really don't like bars. Mostly because of the guys. Now I'm by no means saying I'm hot or any of that just that they are really drunk. Maybe it's just me, but I don't really like some strange guy coming up behind me and starting dancing with me. Especially if I can feel his hard on against my ass. Not really what I'm looking for. Then there's the ones who are blunt about it, so when I laugh they out right ask if it's because I can see their hard dick through their pants. Oh yes, that's true. I couldn't but still... I think he was the same guy who slobbered all over my neck...while still in the bar... fuckin' classy.
At the same time, I'm at the bar I should expect such attention...I guess.
I'm not really good with guys anyway. I'm the nerdy type so I don't get out much and if someone pays attention to me I'm first of all skeptical and slightly weirded out, or I just don't notice at all cause basically I'm one of the guys which also does not work in my favour. At the same time I can't be girly...it sickens me. I guess I'm kinda in the middle. I really didn't think it would be this hard to find someone to play tekken with then fool around after!

Well I guess that's enough bitching for one night, as far as I know I'm going to a hockey game tomorrow night, maybe I'll have something interesting to say then...I wouldn't hold my breath though.

Yawn...

Today was the first day in awhile that I didn't have to get up early and decorate, clean, or go somewhere. So naturally it was filled with sleep and gaming. It's awesome not accomplishing anything, at least for a little while.
I started writing a little bit more today. It's something I haven't done in a long time. For some reason, pretty much since I started university I've been having a hard time doing it. Could be for a number of reasons, I don't have the time, or I am easily distracted with high speed internet which I enjoy over there. However, I find it difficult home as well. Reading over some of the stuff I've already done it isn't horrible, but what I find to be too predictable or typical of the age I was when I wrote it (I really got into writing when I was 15). At that time I was largely inspired by the new pirates of the caribbean movie. That bit of writing is now up to over 800 pages written and I've typed almost 300 pages of it. The problem is every time I try to type it I end up changing everything and adding more so it really is never going to be finished. That doesn't really matter to me cause I don't really plan on doing anything with it, it was just something to do when I was bored. That and because I was sick of reading, then I realized I didn't have to I could write my own and have whatever I wanted happen. I also find it more enjoyable to write than a diary. I guess what's going on mainly is that I have no more ideas. Most of the things I've already started have it dead ends. I used to be so excited to get home and up to my room so I could continue my story. Oh well, I'm sure it will come back at some point.

Watching the news tonight I saw that lobster sales in the area were up. That just made me want one for a pet, or two so I could race them. Maybe I'm weird but I think they're really cute. I could just want something with claws because my scorpion died while I was away. My first year my fish died, second year was my hermit crab, now my scorpion. So only one conclusion can be made from this: university kills pets. What a douchebag. However, good news is a new pet store opened in town. That means it's now a lot easier and cheaper to buy crickets for the only one left, Eugene the gecko. He's pretty mellow and just hangs around, doesn't really like it when I play drums on rockband though. I'm thinking that when I get back over the summer I'll get another scorpion maybe name him...I dunno...Scrambles....the death bringer (If you watch metalocolypse you may get that). Or another hermit crab. At least them you can take them out and play...of course if I do get the scorpion I'm also buying a hamster ball. Just because that would be awesome.

You know, after reading my first two posts I've realized something. I mean, I always joke about not having a life and how I'm going to end up being a crazy cat lady living by herself in a scary house and all the children are scared of her so my lawn will be riddled with frisbees and baseballs...or robot dogs or something cause it's the future...but actually the present cause I'd be living in it...what was I talking about...oh yeah I always joke about not having a life but dear God....I really don't have a life. Awesome.

First...

Well, this is all very new to me. I'm really not one to put thoughts or things out there for everyone to read but with a title like nothing really going on I would assume that others would assume that nothing in fact was going on so they wouldn't bother. The main reason I created/started this was because while at home I only have dial up and that shit is slow. Another smaller reason was a friend of mine started one and I've been reading it and thought it might be a neat thing to do if only to pass the time and if you bothered to read this waste yours.

So the stores were finally open today and my brother had to get me up at eight to get in town and see what was what. It turned out pretty good, I didn't get any more games but I'm waiting until I get back to school in Newfoundland. Besides, I have enough on my plate game wise. I've got rockband 2 that needs some rocking, mortal kombat vs DCU needs beating, and force unleashed needs...unleashing. Don't get me started on Assassin's Creed, but I'll have plenty of time to do that since I got the DS version. I find it plays similar to the old prince of persia...what i can remember anyway. I also got this new game for pc called Sacred, seems ok so far even though my character runs like a chimp or a large child. What it does have going for it though is the graphics are half descent and it plays like diablo so it's pretty enjoyable, I just find it a bit difficult to get used to these types of games at first.

As for rockband 2 I find it just as fun as the first, the music isn't too bad either but some of the songs I have a hard time understanding how they got included. Mortal Kombat is pretty fun, of course I love violence so my oppinion is pretty biased. I really don't like the teen rating though and those hero fatalities or whatever. I'm sorry but I always played mortal kombat to punch my opponent's head off or to punch them off a bridge and onto some spikes. That's what made mk awesome, but oh well I'll deal. There's plenty of violence to be found throwing stormtroopers around in force unleashed. I really enjoy that game, I didn't like killing wookiees cause I think their awesome but at the same time I couldn't help but laugh as I bounced them off the ground :P. Another game that gets my blood pumping is gears of war 2, I've only played the horde part on it but it's wikked fun and I don't think I've cursed so much in my life.

If you couldn't guess from the mini rant I just went on I'm kinda a gamer type. I don't want to call myself a full out gamer though because I don't play online that much and there are probably tons of games and techniques and the like that I've never heard of. Then someone would call me a noob and point and laugh and I would hang my head in shame. But if I had to label myself I would say gamer, or nerd...or nerd gamer.

I guess that's all I have for now, hopefully I'll come up with something better for next time.