Yawn...

Today was the first day in awhile that I didn't have to get up early and decorate, clean, or go somewhere. So naturally it was filled with sleep and gaming. It's awesome not accomplishing anything, at least for a little while.
I started writing a little bit more today. It's something I haven't done in a long time. For some reason, pretty much since I started university I've been having a hard time doing it. Could be for a number of reasons, I don't have the time, or I am easily distracted with high speed internet which I enjoy over there. However, I find it difficult home as well. Reading over some of the stuff I've already done it isn't horrible, but what I find to be too predictable or typical of the age I was when I wrote it (I really got into writing when I was 15). At that time I was largely inspired by the new pirates of the caribbean movie. That bit of writing is now up to over 800 pages written and I've typed almost 300 pages of it. The problem is every time I try to type it I end up changing everything and adding more so it really is never going to be finished. That doesn't really matter to me cause I don't really plan on doing anything with it, it was just something to do when I was bored. That and because I was sick of reading, then I realized I didn't have to I could write my own and have whatever I wanted happen. I also find it more enjoyable to write than a diary. I guess what's going on mainly is that I have no more ideas. Most of the things I've already started have it dead ends. I used to be so excited to get home and up to my room so I could continue my story. Oh well, I'm sure it will come back at some point.

Watching the news tonight I saw that lobster sales in the area were up. That just made me want one for a pet, or two so I could race them. Maybe I'm weird but I think they're really cute. I could just want something with claws because my scorpion died while I was away. My first year my fish died, second year was my hermit crab, now my scorpion. So only one conclusion can be made from this: university kills pets. What a douchebag. However, good news is a new pet store opened in town. That means it's now a lot easier and cheaper to buy crickets for the only one left, Eugene the gecko. He's pretty mellow and just hangs around, doesn't really like it when I play drums on rockband though. I'm thinking that when I get back over the summer I'll get another scorpion maybe name him...I dunno...Scrambles....the death bringer (If you watch metalocolypse you may get that). Or another hermit crab. At least them you can take them out and play...of course if I do get the scorpion I'm also buying a hamster ball. Just because that would be awesome.

You know, after reading my first two posts I've realized something. I mean, I always joke about not having a life and how I'm going to end up being a crazy cat lady living by herself in a scary house and all the children are scared of her so my lawn will be riddled with frisbees and baseballs...or robot dogs or something cause it's the future...but actually the present cause I'd be living in it...what was I talking about...oh yeah I always joke about not having a life but dear God....I really don't have a life. Awesome.