nope, still no life.

So I checked everywhere and still couldn't find a life. So naturally I gave up and ate chips. I'm also getting sick of staying up late on the computer, and sleeping most of the day. Especially in winter when it gets dark at four in the afternoon.
I love being home, but at the same time I miss the freedom of being away, rather the ability to do what I want when I'm away. It's not that I'm not allowed to do anything here it's just mostly that I can't. I live about 20 minutes from the city and I don't have my license. So if I do go in town to do anything I either have to stay in town or get one of my friends to drive me home and I really don't like doing that cause it's really out of the way. I also like to come home at the end of the night. Also this time of year the weather is a huge factor.
I do find home a lot more peaceful and relaxing. Not that I don't love my roommates, things just run a lot smoothly here and I get a real bed. That's a huge plus. I have a air mattress in newfoundland and it has a hole in it somewhere. So every morning I wake up surrounded by mattress and laying on a metal bar of the frame. Yay. I'm starting to think I should have invested in a real mattress...dear god this is what my university life has been reduced to, talking about mattresses.
I wish I had a more exciting university life, well my second year was about as exciting as it got. I went down town a lot more. That had me discover that I really don't like bars. Mostly because of the guys. Now I'm by no means saying I'm hot or any of that just that they are really drunk. Maybe it's just me, but I don't really like some strange guy coming up behind me and starting dancing with me. Especially if I can feel his hard on against my ass. Not really what I'm looking for. Then there's the ones who are blunt about it, so when I laugh they out right ask if it's because I can see their hard dick through their pants. Oh yes, that's true. I couldn't but still... I think he was the same guy who slobbered all over my neck...while still in the bar... fuckin' classy.
At the same time, I'm at the bar I should expect such attention...I guess.
I'm not really good with guys anyway. I'm the nerdy type so I don't get out much and if someone pays attention to me I'm first of all skeptical and slightly weirded out, or I just don't notice at all cause basically I'm one of the guys which also does not work in my favour. At the same time I can't be girly...it sickens me. I guess I'm kinda in the middle. I really didn't think it would be this hard to find someone to play tekken with then fool around after!

Well I guess that's enough bitching for one night, as far as I know I'm going to a hockey game tomorrow night, maybe I'll have something interesting to say then...I wouldn't hold my breath though.