Pfft...

I can't think of any clever titles so I'm stuck with random noises I make. I'm finding more and more difficult to come up with something to type here. Mainly because my activity level has dropped to near zero. It's not that I don't want to do something, it's just too cold. Outside, and inside which is a real piss off.
I've been trying to think of something to do that I would get really excited about. Nothing really comes to mind though. Maybe I'll get back to painting. Once I start then maybe it'll give me that jump start my brain needs.
Hung out with a couple of people from outside the house the other day. It doesn't really count though because I didn't move from the couch. Anyway, I've asked one of them to take a look at my external harddrive since it stopped working over Christmas. I now know, it's a shiny paperweight. So everything on it, my cartoons, tv shows, music, what-have-you...is all gone. And I can't start downloading it all again because there is no space left on my laptop at all...and no one is making me part from Peggle to download Black's Books again. Even though it's a fantastic show.

Looking at the calendar I noticed that the flamingos pictured were making a heart with their necks and beaks...then I noticed the month. Valentine's day is coming...yay. That is the most un-enthused I am able to make that 'yay' look. I was never a big fan of Valentine's day. Except in elementry when we got most of the day off to make holders and pass out valentines and shit. Another thing I hate is when I say I'm not a fan people say "you're only bitter because your single on Valentine's."
No...no....no... I just don't think a particular day should mean that some guy has to by me flowers in order to make me feel like I owe him and he gets a bj. (yes I'm aware that's not how all people view it and it's not just that). If I did have a boyfriend at the time of this 'holiday' I would be perfectly content to say "Hey, Valentine's is coming up....so...you know....leave me the fuck alone."
Maybe I'm just weird. I dunno. I guess if he was persistant enough I would settle for a gaming session...
Anyway, I just hate all the mass produced stuff that's supposed to make a person feel 'special' when it's given to them. How does something that potentially everyone else has make someone feel special? Special just like everyone else :P

I'm pretty tired today, therefore not in the best of moves...and even worse, the brain work not good. I also notice that I bitch way too much, I probably say this once a post but that's only because it's true. Every time I try to stop though, I end up bitching more. I just like to think that there's a lot more to my personality than just...bitchiness...even though that's a big part :P

Oh, and now for something completely different, I was playing Sacred again yesterday and I found a new thing to like, and a new thing to hate. First off, you know how you play these games sometimes and you're quest entails you to escort someone somewhere? You also know how much of a pain in the ass these are then. Mainly because the person you are escorting is completely usless and can't or won't use a weapon to help you out, and/or they are completely retarded and walk in front of you when you're shooting, or slashing, or run into the middle of a group of enemies and stand there saying help me while being beaten. Well, in Sacred the person you are escorting will help if they are able, or run away if they aren't. So, they don't get killed or in the way. Plus, if you die while escorting them, when you continue you end up where your quest began (which is usually where they have to go) and the person is still with you. Therefore, it's quicker to just die.
What I don't like however is the map. It's great for quests but when I'm trying to find a way to an objective it's near impossible. It's not detailed enough to show me where openings are or cliffs so I'm stuck running around like an idiot trying to find a way out of the lava...field...thing...I don't know what it's called.
I also couldn't help but think about how metal my horse looked. He's black with red eyes and has a blade on each shoulder. And his gear has spikes and skulls all over it. Awesome. (again can't remember if i put that in already).
Anywho, I get to eat today and I'm pretty excited about that. So...later. :P